hello and goodbye

[drifter]

hey everyone:wave:, its been ages since i last been on (reasons are quite personal)... in fact i only have come on in secret- iv been told to rest (what on earth do doctors know hey- they want me to rest but say its ok for me to sit my exams in a few days time *kick doctor X*) any way i wont be able to come on again for a few more weeks or so

i just like to say sorry to pie eater because we were meant to do this role play which i was looking forward to dude. and sorry to anyone else......

iv got to get back to my RESTING (which by the way is lying, sleeping, lying down more and sleeping........ it can get awfully tiring- specially when people come to visit and stare, the thought and presents are welcomed mind you BUT STOP STARING AT ME!!!! i got alot of anger built up in me- i should let it out... somehow? *looks around and sees her little brother, punch, kick, push* "aaah thats better" -if only that were true:psst:

[Renak]

I know I probably shouldn't be asking but, why are you (or were you when you get back) sick? What do you have? How'd you get it? Sorry. I'm extremely nosy.

[FlameWolf]

Hope you feel better soon Drifter! Can't wait to have you back on the clan!

[Renn]

Hope you feel bettter! Meh - resting sucks. Inferior siblings are certainly excellent punch bags may I also just add.

[drifter]

ow i should have been more clear. i wasent sick (but thanks to everyone though), i had an operation on my nose (my cartlidge-if thats how you spell it was really messed up) it looks the same mind you, but its easier for me to breath now what with my asma getting worse in winter and all.
if you want to know how i messed up my nose then ill tell you that too; i was on holiday (i was about six years old then) and fell down a marble staircase while i was abroud, i was with my uncle who never noticed (obnoxious man) tilll i got back home which was a month later. it was my mum who saw, but i guess that it was too late to do anything by then, so then i had to wait till i stopped growing *sniff- ill be short forever!*......
i couldent come on because there is alot of strain on my eyes, which has resulted in me getting these humungous black bags (i look like a panda bear gone wrong)

i havent told any of my friends except for a select few, and thats for a good reason too; my best friend hasent stopped calling me micheal (micheal jackson). IT WASENT PLASTIC SERGERY!!!
(weird how i can just let things out on here, its almost like free theropy or a diary who writes back...... or like a forum??? -im imbarising myself)

[Leka]

Haha don't worry you're not embarassing yourself. Yes I find often telling people I don't know is easier than telling people I'm close to. Sounds awful - a bit like my friend's sister who recently had an operation on her nose cos she can't breathe through it. She has asthma too. Hope you'll be able to come on more often as soon as everythings over and better!! And good luck with your exams!

- Leka -

[corlupa]

Hope everything heals right just remember

When life gets too ugly, close your eyes...
Things wont get better but you'll see less...

[Renn]

Aw, I'm sorry about your nose...and the panda eyes...

And I'm sorry about you having to do your exams.

[drifter]

ahh you lot are really sweet and funny. thanks alot! i needed a reason to be happy. my family are REALLY cheesing me off (i've kept a civil tongue- impressive).

im feeling really down at the moment, they keep calling me stuff and i sit back and listen like some kind of ***********. well i did shout at my little sister today, but i still got alot building in on me, this amount of anger is only seen on people who wear straight white jackets. lol

[Daenerys]

Aww that sucks...if I were you and someone called me Michael, I'd kill 'em. Or at least inflict extreme pain. I hope you get better soon! That sucks that you have to rest but even something restful like this isn't allowed...

[Toraks Twin Sister]

I hope you feel better! I have asthma to and I know how it stinks when it's hard to breathe. If need to, just yell at all of us! We'll know that you don't mean it! hahaha

[ShadowWolfGirl]

It'll be nice to have you back, Drifter

[clanwolf]

Nice to have you talking to us, Drifter. I, and I'm sure everyone else, will be very pleased when you're able to come back on properly. Just a tip on anger, keep it inside yourself, let it flow through you, never forget about it, when you can start being active again, let it all out on a punch bag.(If you do not have one, Yuonger siblings are a perfect option, and if you're still stuck, ask your mates if they need younger siblings beaten up!!) See ya soon!

[drifter]

thanks everyone. im not coming on again after today because of my exams which are from the 9th to the 16th. wait I should be revising right now!!! *runs out of room*

*runs back to say;* thanks clanwolf, your advice keeps me reassured that im not a bad person lol. and what with exam stress -i need a real let out (dont worry about sibling shortage, im 3 of 5/ the middle kid)